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| Shilly-Shally |
| Saturday, February 9, 2008 |
Tired tired tired. Time for me to go to bed. Yet, i'm still hesitatating whether i should go for the banner making tomorrow at 8a.m. It's really too early for me. I was thinking to go only later, about 10a.m, but i worry they will feel even more unhappy with my late presence. In fact, i already text my friend and told her that i am not able to make it, but at this moment, i'm still feeling guilty. There are few reasons that hold me back- tomorrow will be a cold day according to the forecast, having exam on monday (2 more chapters to complete), night time have to go out for CNY event (not much time left for my study), it ll be a tiring day if i've to start my day from 8 a.m (how to concentrate then).
I'm not sporting enough to make a quick decision. I used to be like that at the past, but the situation gets even worse now. It's good to consider deliberately before making a decision, but excessive consideration is malicious, just like my case. It's only a volunteering work, i'm not paid by them, i'm not an official member, i will help out for the rose selling and delivering on valentine's day which take up 8 hours of mine (again, it's volunteering), so why should i feel so guilty for letting them to do the banner all by themselves?!uh.....li, go sleep now, don't think so much!!!!!
Remind me of my conversation with him. What happen to me? Simply get piss off with myself now.
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posted by li @ 2:30 AM  |
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